皆に (To Everyone)

もうすぐ卒業です
im graduating soon..
皆様どうもありがとうございます
thank you all very much
こんな僕と遊んでくれて
for Hanging out with a person like me.
今年もたくさん楽しました．．．かなー？
I had Alot of fun this year... i think?
笑った時もあり、泣いたときもあったねー
there were times when we laughed, and time that we wept.
でも、いい思いでになったね
in all it we made good id not great memories.
僕が傷つけた人たちにあやまります、ごめんなさい。
to all those who i hurt in one way or another, im sorry.
僕はもうすごい幸せな17年を過ごしました。
i lived a wonderful 17 years.
これで僕の『バカレガシー』は終わるのかな?
is this the end for my "stupid legacy?"
でも、僕だけでの『バカレガシー』ではなかったねー
but it wasn't JUST my "Stupid Legacy..."
僕は心のそこから感謝している友達がいる。。。
i have Friends that i thank from the bottom of my heart.
すごい大人らしいＭｒ．河豚　と　静かでクールなファザー
Mr. Fugu, a person that an adult (Super Matured!!),
and Father, Silent and Cool
あと、僕をいつも笑わせてくれる、でも、人生のことよーく考えてる猫様。
and also, Neko-Sama, a person who makes me laugh all the time, and yet seriously thinking about life.
いつもカッコいいわれらのバルーガ、
always pro [Pinoy skillz!!] our Baluga.
これで僕らは終わりなのかな？
is this the end for us?
僕って人はにほんでいきていけるのかな？
am i, as a person, able to live in Japan?
僕の夢はかなうのかな?
Is my dream gonna become an Reality?
いい人生だといいです。
i hope i will have a good life.
最後に。。。『生きてて何がたのしいん?』と聞きます。。
last of all i'd like to ask this question, "what so fun about being alive?"
読んでくれてありがとうございます。
thank you for reading.

－吉田　猿
- Yoshida Saru.

Songs in which I am Cured.(in this moment)

Headstrong - Trapt
Separate Ways - Journey
俺色スカイ - ラッドウィンプズ
Shut Up and Smile - Bowling For Soup
Swing Life Away - Rise Against
Survive - //
Have A Nice Day - Bon Jovi
Hysteria - Muse
You (ひぐらしのなく頃に)
To be loved - Papa Roach

i'll put more when the time comes.

俺色スカイ

RADWIMPS..
大好きです。
慰めてもらえます..
俺色スカイ
-RADWIMPS
こんなに晴れた空もいつか必ず　この世界の悲しさにもう耐えられず
身を焦がし　夕焼けと化し　それ見上げ涙流し
俺は思い出す　あの人思い出す

この空は今日も俺を見つめてた　言葉よりデカイ何かで俺を慰めてた
悲しい人が多ければ多いほど　その日は美しい夕焼けが燃えていた

だからね　一人夕焼けにね
「お前キレイだなぁ」って　言ってみたりすると
どこかで胸がぎゅっとなって泣けたりするの

PLEASE,PLEASE BE WITH ME FOREVER
俺が明日なんか来るなよと願っても　嫌がっても
SHINE,SHINE FOR ME PLEASE WILL YOU?
あいも変わらずに朝日を照らしてよ　明日を呼んでよ

夜空を見ると　なぜなんだろう　寂しくも嬉しくも思えたりするの
きっとあれかなぁ　人ってやつはさ
無限の空の中　自分の心を見るのかなぁ

人はいつか消える一瞬の光　だから闇を怖れ　光を生み　
星を消したの　だけどさ
なぜだか　星よどこに行った?って
夜になればその足跡探してみたりした

だからね　俺はいつもね　消えた星たちの居場所　天国が
あの空の上にあると信じてるの

PLEASE,PLEASE BE WITH ME FOREVER
俺が寂しい時ばかりさ　甘えちゃって　ごめんな
SHINE,SHINE FOR ME PLEASE WILL YOU?
俺が嬉しい時もお前見てくれてるの　知ってるよ

ダチと飲んで帰るそんな朝は　ロマンチストなんだ空は
俺らのための朝焼けをプレゼントしてくれる
「ずっと友達でいようね」なんて照れくさい言葉でさえ言えちゃうの
すると　もっと空は笑うの

PLEASE PLEASE
BE WITH ME
笑ってたいね

いつか　時が流れ星が　いなくなった時は
人は”when you wish upon a star”
そんな言葉もみんな忘れてしまうの?そうなの?

PLEASE,PLEASE BE WITH ME FOREVER
SHINE,SHINE FOR ME PLEASE WILL YOU?

振られて帰るそんな夜は　センチメンタリスト空は
俺に満天の星空をプレゼントしてくれる

まるで俺にドンマイ　星の数ほどいるんだい
女なんてさ　って言ってるみたいでさ

手つないで見た朧月も　全て流してくれた雨も
今思えば俺見ていてくれたんだな
俺を見ててくれよな　ずっと見ててくれよな
いつか　俺にお前が見えなくなっても

PLEASE,PLEASE BE WITH ME FOREVER

“まるで俺にドンマイ　星の数ほどいるんだい
女なんてさ　って言ってるみたいでさ”
いいッすねー
シャワーでこの歌..
歌っていますー
ハハハハ

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy birthday to you~
happy Birthday tooooooo youu~
HAPPY BIIIIIIIRTHDAY TO AYAKA~
HAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy BIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiirthdaaaAAAAAY toooo YOU~!
actually its tomorrow and i know that but i dont have internet at home sooo im just posting it now!
yaaay
your 19!!
you lucky person!
i wish i was 19..
then things arent that complex..
like buying things and stuff..
mann!!!
hmm..
hope your Birthday is all the more great this year in japan!!
mann a year ago we celebrated it here..
a year goes so fast!
ill see you soon!
<3 you sister!!
have TONS of fun!!!
-Masa [猿]
P.S.- dont get too wasted! hahahaha
oh and the start i was singing. hahaha
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Love Death

"死にて~!"っと思った事ありますか?
have you thought of death lately?
what is my purpose on this world?
does God really care?
how your going to die?
how it'll effect other people?
is it selfish for you to just end it?
would they remember your existance? or would they just forget?
would they cry cause they have to? or is it their true soul that weeps?

i have dreams, to others Nightmares, for me just everyday dreams.
dreams full of gore, betrayal, murder, kills, killing, planning...
in my dream, happy endings are rare..
i kill my closest friends in my dreams..
they plot towards me..
there is way too much..
this post will continue..
when i have the most gorey-est dream...again.

-Masa [猿]

Survive.

Survive
By Rise Against

Somewhere between happy and total fucking wreck,
Feet sometimes on solid ground and sometimes at the edge...
To spend your waking moments simply killing time,
Is to give up on your hopes and dreams, to give up on your...

[Chorus:]
Life for you has been less than kind. (Who we are...)
So take a number, and stand in line. (Who we are...)
We’ve all been sorry, we’ve all been hurt... (Who we are...)
But how we survive, is what makes us who we are. (Who we are...)

An obvious disinterest; a barely managed smile.
A deep nod in agreement; a status quo exile.
I shirk my obligations; I miss all your dead-lines.
I excel at quitting early; and fucking up my life...

[Chorus]

All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day...
Everything always works out, I have never felt so fucking great.
All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day...
Everything always works out, I have never felt so great.

Life isn't like this...
Life isn't like this...
Life isn't like this...
Life isn't like this...

What life isn't like this?
Life isn't like this...
Are we verging on an answer, or fucking up our...

[Chorus]

(Who we are...)
It’s what makes us who we are...(Who we are...)
Makes us who we are...(Who we are...)
It’s what makes us who we are...(Who we are...)

end.

its what you make of it.
survive.
be hurt, live past it.
you grow as a person in which you understand the way of this world.
being hurt, its just another factor of life.
to be the bigger person and say, "alright that was a bad experience."
and to move on.
thats what's the mature and self-less thing to do.

Survive.
Live.
Grow.
thats what a person should do.

Party boy?!!!

This was a Norm Violation homework for a class in NMC.
March 4th 2008

Okay.
i go to a school that's right beside NMC, which is NMA.
i'm a senior soo i pretty much know everybody thats in the school.
how can you not theres only about 30 students.
sooo in my school im kinda known to be. . lets just say "out there."
For my Folkway Norm Violation i did what can't be excused if it's not an assignment.
i went to school in a bathrobe.
well thats not bad at all... Right?
well underneath the bathrobe i wore:
Speedos, Blue silky one that my friend bought as a joke for my birthday. since i never wore it i thought why not.
then i looked through the stuff that i had and found a BOW TIE!!
soo i wore that too.
to top it off i got my aviator shades and headed to school.
so i looked Silly and cool at the same time!! xD
when i got out of the house my auntie gave me a look of "What is he doing?!" i said goodbye to her and headed to school.
as i was heading here i had to slow down because a Chinese person was walking across the road. and as i slowed down so did she.
she gave me a "WTF!!!!" face and Ran not walked RAN to the other side.
i got to school, walked in and sat on the couch.
my principal came out and started to laugh as he was walking to his office.
Mr. Tae our other principal that's new to the school came and saw me, in a bathrobe he approaches me with a big smile, laughs and says "is this for your assignment?" and he continued with a serious tone, "are you wearing anything INSIDE?" i told him i was wearing my speedos and that i wasnt completely naked underneath.
Phillip walked in stopped and stared. didnt say a word.
Kai came into just check where his class was, saw me, and he said "What are you wearing?! oh riiight!" and left.
one of my teachers came to talk to me, tried to ignore the fact that i was in a bathrobe and wearing a bow tie, but in the middle of our discussion she laughed. and walked away.
one of the girls walked in with a smile but as soon as she realized i wasn't wearing normal cloths shouted out "OH!! WHAT HAPPENED!" and said "you and only you can pull this off."
Right after that Luis walks in he sees me pauses, then laughs.
and i tell him that im wearing speedos underneath and laughs with a surprised face of "really?"
a couple more people walk in with the same reaction of laughing and giggling.
with korean word i do not understand as a comment.
in course of this event umm 2 people tried to talk my robe off.
hahaha which was amusing to both me and them i guess.

It was a fun thing to do for me and not that far from my reach.
i came to school wearing speedos underneath my bathrobe and a bow tie.
their faces were priceless.

Swing.

Swing Life Away
by Rise Against

Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

[Chorus]
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long; think that its time to move
The winter's so cold summer's over too soon
so let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

[Chorus]
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

[Chorus]
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

[Chorus]
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

swing life away
swing life away
swing life away
swing life away

Reminds me of you.
hope it reminds you of me.

-Masa(jack)

ワー!!いい歌だー!!

オーダーメイド - RADWIMPS

作詩：野田洋次郎 作曲：野田洋次郎

きっと僕は尋ねられたんだろう
生まれる前 どこかの誰かに
「未来と過去 どちらか一つを
見れるようにしてあげるからさ
どっちがいい?」

そして僕は過去を選んだんだろう
強い人より優しい人に
なれるように なれますようにと
『想い出』って何だか分かるように

続けて誰かさんは僕に言う
「腕も脚も口も耳も眼も
心臓もおっぱいも鼻の穴も
二つずつつけてあげるからね
いいでしょう?」

だけど僕はお願いしたんだよ
「口は一つだけでいいです」と
僕が一人でケンカしないように
一人とだけキスができるように

忘れたい でも忘れない
こんな想いを なんと呼ぶのかい

少し不機嫌な顔のその人は
また仕方なく話しはじめた
「一番大事な心臓はさ
両胸につけてあげるからね
いいでしょう?」

またまた僕はお願いしたんだ
「恐れ入りますがこの僕には
右側の心臓はいりません
わがままばかり言ってすいません」

僕に大切な人ができて
その子抱きしめる時はじめて
二つの鼓動がちゃんと胸の
両側で鳴るのがわかるように

左は僕ので右は君の
左は君ので右は僕の
一人じゃどこか欠けてるように
一人でなど生きてかないように

忘れたい でも忘れない
こんな想いをなんと呼ぶのかい

胸が騒がしい でも懐かしい
こんな想いをなんと呼ぶのかい

「そう言えば 最後にもう一つだけ
『涙 』もオプションでつけようか?
なくても全然支障はないけど
面倒だからってつけない人もいるよ
どうする?」

そして僕はお願いしたんだよ
強い人より優しい人に
なれるように なれますようにと
『大切』ってなんだか分かるように

「じゃあ ちなみに涙の味だけども
君の好きな味を選んでよ
酸っぱくしたり 塩っぱくしたり
辛くしたり 甘くしたり
どれでも好きなのを選んでよ
どれがいい?」

「望み通り全てが
叶えられているでしょう?
だから涙に暮れる
その顔をちゃんと見せてよ
さぁ 誇らしげに見せてよ」

「ほんとにありがとうございました
色々とお手数をかけました
最後に一つだけいいですか?

どっかでお会いしたことありますか?」

泣けました.
ゾゾゾゾゾっときます
ともー
ありがとー
カッケー

Will be back

Posts. . ?
okay-
Later in my life.